Don't Panic

Those of you who actually know me, know that I am ok.  That being said, though...

I have never thought so seriously about just plathing the bejeezus out of myself as I do now.  

In between life in general, the fact that I feel *way* too possessive about someone I am in like with (and things keep happening that hurt me), and that I worry what this year will bring career-wise, PLUS my mother's cancer, well...  

I just feel as if things will never be okay.  At least right now.  

But I am fine, so just leave me alone.