Whine

I just finished working for the night (I didn't even get my hour of reading in because Karen phoned needing help with her study, and she's always been there for me, so...).

I am tired, and scared of an upcoming deadline. I have worked so hard...I'm just nervous. And crampy. Those 'danger is near', Buffy the Vampire Slayer cramps. :-<

And I have to go to work in an hour. So much for sleep. At least I sent two emails off asking for help. Augh.


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Hiding and Healing

I have been busy. And crying a lot. And stressed out. And nobody cares. Well, it feels like nobody cares. I am taking an hour here and there as a break when I need to stop sobbing uncontrollably and just read something mindless. I have just started My Heart May Be Broken, But My Hair Still Looks Great, or whatever the name is, cos I bought it as an ebook for way dirt cheap, and these days all my budget can afford is Way Dirt Cheap.

Butsoanyway.

I just got to the part where Paige tries to give what's his name her last $100 because she thinks she may have stomped his foot out of wages for a few days, and I had a revelation. Paige and I are a lot alike, except that I'm not pretty and have finished college, but...I just had a smidgen of insight as to why some people hate me. Or act like they do.

Just a thought. For me, at least. And not that I know how to tell them I have good intentions. But...it's something to think about, at least.




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:-O

Today I pulled off my Jedi Mind Trick Schtick.

By email.

It's too early to say for certain, but I may be a god. ;->


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