Saturday, February 14, 2009

on second thought...

i cannot sleep; i am a tich annoyed, and i have another work meeting
thingy tomorrow. i know that i am being sparse on the personal issues
right now, but...it cannot be avoided.

butsoanyway.

i just have to get off my chest that, in addition to worrying about
hairballs on valentine's day, i was stupid enough to get roped into an
earlier dinner with someone who is their own most fascinating subject.
and the food sucked. this came about when our group cancelled any
project goings-on today because we lost anyone even remotely
permanently-partnered, and with meg and her friends off at a
conference this weekend, i am alone, lonely, plus i felt obligated to
go. now i wish i had not, and it says a lot that i would have rather
stayed alone at home, cos then i'd know who has hairballs.

well, probably.

there are some things in my life that simply *must* change. ...i just
cannot enumerate them. just feel pity towards me. this sucks. i
eventually want one nice valentine's day; it is on my to-do list.

p.s.: happy v-day. :-*

1 comment:

Scott Johnson said...

Have you ever considered a few drops of a non-toxic food dye in one cat's dinner? It ought to color the hairball a bit, and then when you step in it, you can just check the color of your toes...